Last semester I started a photo series for my digital photography course. Here’s a cursory artist statement about the project:
With my love of Hollywood cinema in mind, I began this photo series to explore the mythology of female celebrity. The girls who were chosen were all intentionally unrecognizable faces, forced into the spotlight of the camera and subject to the gaze of the viewer. A strobe light — its use noticeable in the shadows and glares of certain photos — lends the images a heightened sense of artificiality and construction. The resulting series, I hope, raises questions about viewing and being viewed, public and private, artifice and authenticity.
The notion of performativity before — and indeed, because of — a camera also fascinated me, but that opens up a whole different can of worms. Ultimately I don’t think this series is fully resolved, which is why I call it a work in progress. And to be honest, since I was being graded on the project, it caused me a lot of anxiety… but the fun kicked in once I set out with the girls to shoot around campus — you’ll see Gourmet Heaven, the Morse/Stiles walkway opposite Thai Taste (where Demi is walking through a smoke cloud), the Calhoun and Silliman butteries, the Silliman laundry and common rooms, and Taft Cosmetics on Whitney Ave, where I got a lecture from the store owner on the moral corruption of Hollywood and celebrities.









Some technical details: I was using my good ole Canon 60D (hoping to upgrade to the 5D Mark III which apparently exists now) and a Sigma 30mm f/1.4 lens. I’m partial to shallow depth of field and was working in some low-light situations, so I stopped it down to 1.8 or 2.0 most of the time. The flash was a Canon Speedlite 580EX II, controlled remotely via the 60D’s wireless flash control so I could aim the flash at bizarre angles. I used mostly curves in Photoshop for editing. Still not totally convinced about the colors in the aisle-shopping photo, but I literally cannot look at it any more or I’ll get a cataract.
I have to thank Caroline, Jess, Demi, Jen, Xena, and Isadora for all the free time they gave up to help me with this project. Although I like to think that it was fun for them — Demi even befriended some guys while waiting in line at Toad’s and was asked if she models professionally! See what happens when you volunteer for your artsy friends? X